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Dissonance

from MASS by Friendship Commanders

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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days

      $28 USD or more 

     

  • MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts - Book by Buick Audra
    Book/Magazine + Digital Album

    Copy of the new book by Buick Audra, MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts (signed), plus a cyanotype bookmark made by Buick Audra (signed). Comes with a download of the album.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Sold Out

  • MASS (Whole) Bundle
    Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    MASS = WHOLE

    1. 12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)
    2. Copy of the new book by Buick Audra, MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts (signed)
    3. Cyanotype bookmark made by Buick Audra (signed)

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    Sold Out

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    MASS = LITURGY

    1. 12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)
    2. Copy of the new book by Buick Audra, MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts (signed)
    3. Cyanotype bookmark made by Buick Audra (signed)
    4. Test cyanotype print of the FC portrait by Anna Haas (3 total) or the test prints of the BLUE and FAIL single covers (one of each), rendered by Buick Audra (dated, numbered, and signed); paper size is for the FC portrait is 9x12 inches, paper size for the single covers is 9x9 inches

    *A note on the cyanotypes: each one was done individually; the variation and imperfection are part of the beauty of the cyanotype process. You will have the only one of its kind.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days
    edition of 5  3 remaining

      $80 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    MASS = ASSEMBLY

    1. 12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)
    2. Cyanotype print of the FC portrait by Anna Haas, rendered by Buick Audra, an edition of 10, (dated, numbered, and signed); paper size is 9x12 inches
    3. Copy of the new book by Buick Audra, MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts (signed)
    4. Cyanotype bookmark made by Buick Audra (signed)
    5. Album cover t-shirt

    *A note on the cyanotypes: each one was done individually; the variation and imperfection are part of the beauty of the cyanotype process. You will have the only one of its kind.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days
    edition of 10  6 remaining

      $105 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    MASS-ACHUSETTS

    1. 12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)
    2. Copy of the new book by Buick Audra, MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts (signed)
    3. Test cyanotype print of the album back cover, rendered by Buick Audra (dated, numbered, and signed); paper size is 11x11 inches
    4. Cyanotype bookmark made by Buick Audra (signed)
    5. Album cover t-shirt

    *A note on the cyanotypes: each one was done individually; the variation and imperfection are part of the beauty of the cyanotype process. You will have the only one of its kind.

    *PLEASE SEND A NOTE WITH YOUR PREFERRED SHIRT SIZE (XS, S, L, XL, 2X, 3X; M sold out))

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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    ships out within 21 days
    edition of 2  1 remaining

      $105 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    MASS = DENSITY X VOLUME

    1. 12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)
    2. Cassette copy of the album (signed) - if you'd prefer a CD, just send us a note!
    3. Canotype print of the album cover, rendered by Buick Audra, an edition of 21 (dated, numbered, and signed); paper size is 11x11 inches
    4. Copy of the new book by Buick Audra, MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts (signed)
    5. Cyanotype bookmark made by Buick Audra (signed)
    6. Album cover t-shirt

    *A note on the cyanotypes: each one was done individually; the variation and imperfection are part of the beauty of the cyanotype process. You will have the only one of its kind.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days
    edition of 21  2 remaining

      $115 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    MASS = MASSIVE QUANTITY

    1. 12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)
    2. 12" Black test pressing of the album (signed)
    3. CD copy of the album (signed)
    4. Test cyanotype print of the album cover, rendered by Buick Audra (dated, numbered, and signed); paper size is 11x11 inches
    5. Copy of the new book by Buick Audra, MASS: Essays on Memory, Language, & the State of Massachusetts (signed)
    6. Cyanotype bookmark made by Buick Audra (signed)
    7. Album cover t-shirt

    *A note on the cyanotypes: each one was done individually; the variation and imperfection are part of the beauty of the cyanotype process. You will have the only one of its kind.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days
    edition of 4  2 remaining

      $150 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    1.12" 180-gram transparent Sea Blue vinyl copy of the album in a gatefold jacket (signed)
    2. Tultex blend shirt with album cover art screened on the front. XS-3X!

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days
    6 remaining

      $50 USD or more 

     

  • T-Shirt/Shirt + Digital Album

    Tultex blend shirt with album cover art screened on the front. XS-3X! We will include a download of the album with the shirt.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days

      $25 USD or more 

     

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Full-color CD and packaging.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days

      $13 USD or more 

     

  • Cassette + Digital Album

    Full-color cassette and packaging.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days

      $13 USD or more 

     

  • Poster/Print + Digital Album

    All of the artwork for MASS and its singles was done by Buick Audra using the cyanotype method. These are original prints, signed by Buick. You have your choice of three options:

    -Cyanotype print of the MASS cover art by Buick Audra (edition of 21); paper size is 11x11 inches
    -Cyanotype print of the FC portrait by Anna Haas (edition of 16), paper size is 9x12 inches
    -Cyanotype test prints of the HIGH SUN single covers (two total), paper size is 9x9 inches

    Each print comes with a download of the MASS album!

    *A note on the cyanotypes: each one was done individually; the variation and imperfection are part of the beauty of the cyanotype process. You will have the only one of its kind.

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days
    edition of 12  9 remaining

      $20 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    1. MASS (2023) - 180-gram transparent sea blue 12" / 33 RPM / 10 track LP / recorded and co-produced by Kurt Ballou

    2. BILL (2018) - black 12" / 33 RPM / 13 song LP / recorded and co-produced by Steve Albini

    3. DAVE (2016) - black 12" / 33 RPM / 10 song LP / self-recorded and produced

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 7 days

      $55 USD or more 

     

  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    1. MASS (2023) - 180-gram transparent sea blue 12" / 33 RPM / 10 track LP

    2. RELEASE THE REST (2022) - semi-transparent violet 12" / 45 RPM / 5 song EP

    3. HOLD ON TO YOURSELF (2020) - purple 10" / 45 RPM / 5 song EP

    4. BILL (2018) - black 12" / 33 RPM / 13 song LP

    5. JUNEBUG (2017) - black 7" / 33 RPM / 4 song EP

    6. DAVE (2016) - black 12" / 33 RPM / 10 song LP

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 21 days

      $105 USD or more 

     

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    1. MASS (2023) - Full-color CD and Digipak / 10 track album / recorded and co-produced by Kurt Ballou

    2. BILL (2018) - Full-color CD and Digipak / 13 song album / recorded and co-produced by Steve Albini

    3. DAVE (2016) - Full-color CD and Wallet / 10 song album / self-recorded and produced

    Includes unlimited streaming of MASS via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 7 days
    1 remaining

      $35 USD or more 

     

lyrics

I wanted to show you

Moving to a place where I had no anchors, allies, or shared language.

I wanted to show you

The leaves of late Fall in Arlington, where I would enter a small house and listen to other kids tell the truth. They taught me to do the same. New language.

I wanted to show you

Sleeping on Arthur’s living room floor, listening to Badmotofinger on repeat, bus rides to Harvard Square. Trying not to take up space, but being glad there was space for me somewhere.

I wanted to show you

Singing “Polaroids” at 3 AM in JFK park with Ethel; our parents thought we were asleep in our beds. We had never been so awake, so alive.

I wanted to show you

Riding bikes from Belmont to Cambridge; we felt like we owned the world in the middle of the night. We did.

I wanted to show you

Me and Bo and Mel in the rehearsal space with no air circulating; so hot that the guitars and drum stool stuck to our bodies. We played anyway. We didn’t know to ask for a window.

I wanted to show you

Marc’s eyes as we laughed about the news, our co-workers, bands we knew. As we sat on a parking lot curb and ate avocados from their skins. No shade from the sun, no barriers between us.

I wanted to show you

The walk from Boston to Cambridge. The bridge on Mass Ave. The schools along the way. The danger and safety that coexisted at all times. The wind off the water. The sting of the cold air on my face.

I wanted to show you

The women on stage, unapologetic and loud; a gift I still borrow from, an image that feels like I dreamed it now. But they were real.

I wanted to show you

My own early attempts at expression. Two chords and a melody; too many words to fit into the phrase.

I wanted to show you

The dresses I made us because she wanted us to look the same, play the same, be the same. But we were not the same. And no amount of fabric would make it so.

I wanted to show you

How she told me I was too thin and not thin enough, how to wear my hair, and how to be like her.

I wanted to show you

A pale pink wedding gown that I spent months making. Silk dupioni with glass beads in the same color that spelled out my first name. I made jokes about it being bold, but I might have been afraid of losing myself. I should have been.

I wanted to show you

The group of them and how they dressed alike, acted alike, thought alike. I never fit but I bought the clothing. I never fit but I shaved myself down and pretended that I did. I hid the story until I forgot it myself.

I wanted to show you

The basement of an event hall where he backed me against a wall and told me all the reasons he would never want to be with a person like me. His spit hitting my face, his insults hitting my guts.

I wanted to show you

What it was like to tell our mutual friends and have no one care. They said I misunderstood. But I understood just fine.

I wanted to show you

The studio where I learned to make the sounds I heard in my head, late at night, deep in Cambridge. Some rooms are something more than the walls they’re made of.

I wanted to show you

The apartment where I lived with seven different people over as many years, two and a half blocks from Ashmont station. Its symmetry, its sanctuary.

I wanted to show you

How in that same apartment, he stood in the front hallway and told me how sad it was that I had to sell myself to be liked by people he didn’t know, people he was jealous of, people who were kinder to me.

I wanted to show you

Hearing my name around town, hearing how bad I was, how they had spun my honesty into negativity. That would happen many more times in my life.

I wanted to show you

How I speak that language now and I always will, even if I never put it to use again.

I wanted to show you

How two things can be true at the same time. How doing your best and living your worst can coexist in the same second, same breath.

I wanted to show you

The chord with the extra note, the one that rubs, the one that’s wrong to some. It’s my favorite sound. That’s the one I’ve always wanted to play, the one I’ve always wanted to be. That’s the one that tells the truth. The truth has a rub.

Can you see it? Can you hear it? Can you feel it?

Can you see it? Can you hear it? Can you feel it?

Can you see it? Can you hear it? Can you feel it?

credits

from MASS, released September 29, 2023

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Friendship Commanders Nashville, Tennessee

Melodic heavy music from Nashville TN. The new album, MASS, is a concept record about memory, language, and the State of Massachusetts. The album was co-produced, engineered, and mixed by Kurt Ballou at his Salem, MA studio, GodCity. It was released on 9/29/23: order now!

Buick Audra // Guitar and vocals
Jerry Roe // Drums and harmony vocals
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